Aug 20, 2023

     Aug 20, 2023

When I write about the current people consider my nightmares, they are the ones from the past 2 years. there have been many in the past. But these are what have changed me and how I do and see things now. I use to just “deal” with it. I knew no better. BTW I talk about this next person bcs of the massive effect she had on me. This wasn't virtually, this was my reality. 

     But there is one. when you have one that threatens your life, ruins your credit, and tell blame you for it all. Tell you “Well I gave you my money.” I talk about this one so much because she made the biggest impact on the changes I made in my life. And how I do not trust people the way I use to. That is true, she did give me her check, all the while having me buy weed for her, thousands of dollars (yes I have the transactions), along with what she was supposed to be paying monthly in rent, phone, etc, let's not forget, I would get her food stamps too, and deduct that off what she owed BUT never once charged her for any food bought in the house. So it was like she was giving me her check and food stamps and she was eating free. Then you have personal needs that need to be paid for. Along with her massive wants. All that I have receipts to. Was worse at the apartment. The list of wants/ needs. And all the bills are in my name. So she can say over and over “I gave her my check”, I gave her virtual currency, I gave her, etc… I have records of every linden and cent given to me. Virtual currencies are broken down into RL currencies. I never once scammed her, conned her, or anything. She even had the forms so she could keep up with it all. She ever had a question she could ask. I would let her know monthly how high her bill was. And get told “Don’t worry I will pay you all back” lol 

     Got me to even take out a loan to get her friend down her and all that. I know I am an idiot. I use to call her my kitten. Once I believed she was sad, and frail, and people misunderstood her. I was like so many others that thought “She has mental illnesses, she just needs a little help.” Well, let me tell you, she isn’t a housecat. She is more like a Leopard. She hunts her prey. She knows who is vulnerable. Who will buy into her ideas, her past alliements, and everything else to try and make it “better” for her. Sad too, she would talk about how my hubby would “trigger” her. Why did she even move in with us? Oh, it was to use us. She saw things were going decently. I would convince him she just needed to get help but she would get better. I think she always thought he wanted her. When he didn't. With how many times she tried to destroy us in the past he never understood why I kept allowing her back. She thinks that she is all that and a bag of chips. Lol. She might have had the boobs and butt I liked (keep in mind i said I like not hubby) but she sure as hell didn't have the personality. 

     I was looking up something the other day and instead discovered that I probably was a victim of Narcissistic Victim syndrome. Are you asking me do I think she is a Narcissist, Oh yeah. She claims to have bpd and other things, but personally, I think she needs to be checked for narcissistic behavioral traits as well. It is a mental illness as well. She can start blaming that one next. She already blames how she is on all her mental illness, along with actions that happened to her when she was younger. For those I get why you have some attitude, but there are so many other people that have gone thru it too and don't act like her. If fact I personally know people who have gone thru what she says she has gone through, and they don't do what she does. When does someone actually take accountability for their own actions? I guess it got her this far. Blaming everyone else. So many times she had me believing that it was my fault. One minute she was wanting me to buy all this weed for the “pain” then she said I put her in debt. She went into those places with my card. She always knew how much she was spending. We would talk about it monthly how much she needed and how much she needed to make to make it happen. Lol. But not in her head bcs she can do no wrong. 

     What I don't understand is, she wasn't my lover. My husband never wanted her part of our relationship. Truly, I did not either. I wasn't in love with her. But I bought into everything she sold. That’s why I called her “kitten”. I saw her as a lost kitten needing help. The big bad bullies always misunderstand her. And now in her book, I'm one of them big bad bullies. Lol. Even though I am in debt, have my PTSD out the roof bcs of her threats of murder, and more. But I am the bad bully because I did not protect her. I did not spend more money on her. She wanted my life but was triggered by my husband. Lol. Umm, its all a package deal. Oh, I forgot, she wanted out of my house and into an apartment that she STILL had us paying for. Like really she isn’t innocent in any of this. It was her way or the highway. She finds victims and runs them to the ground. Till they learn. Then the virtual pages call her out over and over about the fact she does the same thing repeatedly. Using the “I was triggered”. When will that line get old? We are ALL triggered by something. That doesn’t mean we become monsters and create havoc because we can.

     Will I ever be able to move on from what she did? I'm sure I will but, right now I can’t. The fact is she threatened us. She contacted APS on us. And they were called a second time, pretty sure it was her or someone she knows. She used my identity to steal from a rental place and lied to the cops saying “I gave them permission”. She even told them I was in the hospital when they showed up to deliver it. Funny too bcs if they looked at the copy of my ID they would have seen it was out of date. She tried to say I stole a laptop. The laptop was sent in her name but was bought with someone else credit, which I paid for the laptop. ALL 18 payments. She never paid anything. Also, she signed a legal contract with me stating the laptop was a rental. So I took it back, from the apartment that has MY name on it, that I have proof I paid for that month, along with all the bills. When they moved from the apartment they stole a lot of my property because I was not allowed back at that apartment after Halloween bcs of the threats. So she stole a lot of my property on top of it, like a ladder, walker, ice maker. And more. Oh, and the rest of the items on the rental form. But I am a bad person, Right?

     Narcissistic all the way. Passive aggressive, gaslighting people, scapegoating, all manipulations I never saw. Almost 50, and I let a 30-something-year-old get the better of me. And she will haunt me. I know she loves the fact she haunts me. She may say she doesn’t and say all kinds of things about what I do. But the fact she got one over on me for over a year. And she ruined the credit that I worked so hard on. You know she loves it. I know another one she used, and I got to finally talk to them. Found out the truth about that situation. I really should have contacted that person way before. But I did not. There will be more pages on her. Like how we met, and how she nearly destroyed my marriage in the beginning. So she can talk all she wants about what I did to her family home or her. But she was never there. She is full of shit. And if you have pictures, where are they? Oh is that like the pics I have of her room that she left in a trash hell before she went on vacation and I got forced to clean it all up? Which pissed her off bcs I did not do it while she was there. She never cleaned up after herself. She isn’t as disabled as she tries to make people think. Her mental problem is laziness. Oh, btw not saying I am the best at cleaning up. I have my moods, But when the ASPCA people show up unannounced and tell us how good litter boxes look and how healthy cats look, and how they can’t smell “feces”, yeah. But this was never supposed to be a battle of she said/ she said …

I remember the stuff she said before she was blocked and banned, things I would get told way back that have popped into my head. 

     This is why I hate my mind sometimes lol

    Till next time….

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Aug 11, 2023

 Aug 11, 2023

    I am really, my own worse nightmare. Let me explain. Through both paid therapy and just overthinking things, I realize no one can do to me what I don't allow. I let all these people in. Now granted. They are my nightmares and always will be. they did what they did. But it always started with me. Ok, Ok, I am taking too much credit. They did manipulate and all that and I bought into it but just read on and let me explain more.      

     When these people come into my life, granted I have 0 clue who they are, what they are about, or what they may/may not do. But once I know I know I need to make the choices on if I will get away or what I will do. Right? This will go on all throughout the “first round” they are around. But after they are gone the first time, why do I allow them back. Hubby said it is because I have issues with letting people go. I can see that. I always had issues with that even way back when. But If I have let them go, like Joyce for instance, why do I let them back. Because they “say” they change. Why am I not making them prove it? These are things I am learning more and more now. And it took so many years to get here. And so much abuse. I use to say I am not a masochist but now I wonder. (Nah, I  still didn't enjoy the mental pain, -.-) Bcs I repeat a lot of the same actions. Allowed the same people back over and over. Insanity - repeating the same thing expecting a different result. And yet the person has never proven they actually changed while they were away from you. They still blame everyone else for their problems. They didn't change, and I definitely did not change and they knew it that’s how they were able to do what they did. Which is again why I said I am my biggest nightmare.      

     I learned with some, but not many. And boy have I learned now. As everyone I have and will be writing about is not part of my life any longer. And will not be allowed back. There are still some people in my life that still do some stupid things, but they are so determinantal that they are removable. But I watch. I will not end up in the same cycles I have been in so many times. If fact lately I have been getting smarter after having more conversations with my therapist, and I spend less time on the computer. More time with the family or simply myself. Watching TV and sleeping. Hey, it's good for losing weight. You don't snack when you sleep lol. So people have been worried as I haven’t been around as much. For a week I pretty much just slept or watched TV with hubby. It was so weird. But good. Even my family thought I was going through depression. I didn't tell anyone that it was a “requirement” for me to be away in front of the computer. I wanted to see if I could do it on my own without help. Just do it, and I did. Or course bcs I wasn't used to it I did sleep a lot, so I get why they were worried I was depressed. But this week Hubby was told more and explained that it was a test to see if I could be away from the computer. It felt good.     Back to the nightmares. Being away from the computer has given me so much time to also think about it all. And the whys. Why did I give all these people so many chances? Why did I allow them in my head, my heart, my family both real life and virtual? Why did I allow them back in after they were gone? Why did some of them I never kick out and believe “they just need help”? So many whys, and yet there will never be an answer to any of them. Well maybe.  Guess if I think about it long enough and each person enough I could figure it out. But do I want to? I write these blogs so I can get my thoughts out at the time I am thinking of them, and maybe if I have enough at the end of it all write a book called “She is My Nightmare”. Funny they are all females I allowed to do this t me over the past few years. Lol. Guess that is bcs I am happy with my Hubby and did not need another man in my life. Don’t think that was always the case. Up till I met hubby there were TONS of guys that were my nightmare. Originally when I was going to write the blog, before the title came to my head I had a list of alias that went back to my 20s of people I knew. Lol, I was going to write about everyone. And still may. But this one recently take up so much of my mind bcs of the recent history. I mean death threats, threats of my house being burnt to the ground, fake suicide attempts, a fake stroke, being told we “groomed” someone that had more influence right there in her own yard. Like, come on now. I have enough from these last few years that my mind is overloaded enough.      

     But again the ADD got ahead and goes on a tangent. The reason I say I am my own worse nightmare is some of these people had more than one chance. Why? I knew what they were about? Why did I give them more than 1 chance? Why did I not say no get out. And be done with them after the first or second time. One of them in particular. I never even dated her. The biggest con of them all and I bought into it all. And in the end, I just said “I wanted to help her bcs her mom did so much for us”. That was her mom, not her. She tried to ruin us multiple times. She tried to ruin my RL family multiple times. She attacked my virtual family. And always blamed her mental illness. I even bought into her “getting help”. I look back on it now and realized she didn't want to get the help she got. She was forced. Which means she learned nothing. But at the time I heard “was hospitalized” and thought “Oh got help’. Kinda like my ex-girlfriend who also was hospitalized. Yet she had set while in the Hopi patrol and had a pregnancy scare. REALLY? That is totally getting help. But at the time all that went over my head and I heard it but didn't absorb any of it. So many things I didn't absorb. I believe she was put in the hospital twice, not of her own free will as well. Once for sure. And yet again, I just heard “She got help”. OMG, I was so dumb. The stuff I was buying with a $3 bill. I mean they are just as fake as the help these people were getting.      

     Ok, ok. You are going to say I don't know what they really got I am not in their shoes. you are right. But I know from an outsider what I saw when I was both on the inside and the outside of it. Looking back on convos that were had. Remembering what was said. Remembering what was done. Someone only gets as much help from something as they WANT to get. Like I get tons of help from my therapy sessions. Maybe not as much as I should have in the beginning bcs I still got into a lot of these messes but I sure as hell am getting a lot of help now. I am happy about where I am. Except for one thing. And that is why I still am writing and in therapy.     

     Well except one thing. I still blame myself for Marjorie. The biggest of all the mistakes. The one that was both RL and virtual. The one that conned/ scammed us out of so much money that my credit is bad now. Because half of that went on my and hubby's credit report. The apartment, I will not pay. It can stay on the credit. Bcs if that is paid then Violet will have a positive for herself, and I just can’t do that yet. Since they lived in the apartment. I'm stuck paying the rest, I need to take it all to court, but that’s for another day. Back to what I was saying, I still blame myself for that one. I should have had her out of our life multiple times. I wanted to always believe she got help. There is so much on this one. She tries to say we did stuff to her mom's place, but yet when we talked to them on multiple occasions things were fine. As for her mom, I will always be grateful to her family and hold no ill-will towards them. They are not at fault for what she does. I put myself in the position I did when I allowed her into our home. Whatever will fit her bill when she needs it to be fit. But then again that is what narcissists do. 

     I write these blogs as they help me get out what is in my head, and maybe it will help someone to not end up in a trap when they see something. There is so many types of nightmares. Some are born this way. Some are made this way by what happens to them. Either way. If you know you are one, and you say you are "getting help" over and over, when does it become true, or false. When people around the world comment on the same thing saying "We have heard/ seen this before when "triggers" but it doesn't change" ... Is a trigger BCS you are not getting your way? Bcs looking back that is what happened, I couldn't spend any more money. Now I was at fault for some things. I warned people about her around us. I would be told "It wasn't my right" but whose right is it. lol, Amazing what you learn in the end. 

     Narrisistic and user behavior. Two key components most of my nightmares had between them. But like I said, I blame myself for many of the things. Not all bcs I don't make them users. I just allowed them to use me without stopping them sooner.  But it is ok, I would rather be without "friends" than have ones like them. And since I am so bad and seeing the signs, staying in a bubble and just doing school or playing games is a much better option for me at this point. At least I am not lying to myself or everyone around me anymore like so many I know. 

Till next time.... 

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Aug 10, 2023 Part 2 of 2 - Joyce

     Aug 10, 2023

Part 2 of Joyce:

     As I left off she left Feb 2020. There was 0 contact from here for over a year. Jerome passed in 2021. Months later after he passed, bubbles started speaking to her. I went to some event they both were at, and she wrote me. She gave me her condolences bcs she knew we were close. (I am refraining from any comments about this as he has passed and it's not about him.) I thanked her. She proceeded to talk to me. I mean she is in my (now ex) daughter's pack. So I choose to move past it all and get along. (Really when will I learn.) We started to get close again. But as that is happening things are falling apart for her in the pack. I should have seen it. She and the [ex] daughter are both very manipulative people and the type that it is their way or the highway. And the the [ex] daughter owes the pack so she was going to win this. So there was a lot of he said/ she said going on. All over another member that was lieged to Joyce apparently caused issues. But it just got so bad. So it came down to me was forced by “thy queen” lol to choose her or Joyce. Well, I am a firm believer you make me choose, I ain’t choosing you. So, out the door, I went and found out she took a lot of my convos with her and altered them to share them with members of the pack to make me look even worse. But I didn’t expect different. Is what it is. So I moved things around and I ended up with Joyce as a kid again, and we got her in my brothers and sister in laws pack in the virtual world. 

     So now I have her for a little over a year and it was a roller coaster. The beginning shows how much she “changed”. Being so helpful with me and the business. It was running full-time anymore, I only had a few people I worked with because of covid. She would help with names and avies. In turn, I would help her. She had learned so much, she actually taught them some that I hadn’t taught them yet. So she did a lot of things on her own unless she was boarded and didn't want to. Which I got. I had no issues with that. It gets boring at times doing things. She would stay in constant communication with me. I didn't even see how she seemed to be taking over a lot of my life. Started learning this by the end of the next year in 2022. But going back. While she was in their pack she would help with achievements, and she ended up hooking up with one of the guys in there. He was a piece. I won't say half what I am thinking, just he is a piece of work. They even talked about RL, but she there was so many issues between the two, I could not see how it would ever work. But anyway.

     Towards the end of her time there, because I wasn't around much I started hearing a lot of things I didn’t want to hear. It was on both sides too theirs and hers. Like she started complaining about my sister in laws wedding, yet she pretty much pushed her way into being the photographer. She thought it was taking too long to take all the pics and stuff. I ended up taking the last of the pics, which I was fine with it. I even took one pic from the beginning and did a mirror pic of it. Came out really good. They would talk about when she was the teacher and how she was being a bully to people who were just trying to have fun. Even though she knew that this is how the clan was. That no one is overly serious. She would kick people bcs she was made people would put stuff up on the chalkboards and all that. Of course, she complained about them all being so rowdy and how she couldn’t teach the anything, etc. It just goes on and on. It’s been a year or so since she left/ got kicked out so I don't remember the full details but apparently, there was a fight between her and a member where she got called names and they would apologize or something. And her bf stood up to them and it was a huge mess or something, but in the end, they were gone and she made her own pack. Much better idea. (She couldn’t come back to ours she had already been told).

     So now she is determined to show them all that she is better than them all. For that will be costly it is not my prob, just time for me if she ropes me in. Lol. But anyways, bcs I don't talk to my brother and sister-in-law that often I really didn't get a lot from them until much later. I wish I had spoken to them sooner, but knowing me, who knows if I would have done anything bcs I always believe in the wrong people, every time. So a few months go by and now she is fighting with her boyfriend. And she is trying to pull everyone in to be on “her side” This isn’t hard Noon really likes him bcs of his views anyways. She gets me to listen to a convo between them, and record it, where he admits to cheating on her with another girl by using toys through an app and cam sex. (Now remember the two of them were suppose to be real life, and that is taking things RL when you use an app and canning, in my opinion.) So that really blew up. by the way, she found out from the girl, who happened to be her virtual sister! Again, keep it in the virtual family! Lol. That was so wrong of me. He swears it's over and blah blah but yeah she doesn't believe him so she drops him and we then all become part of her pity party train. The one where she starts to divide who will be “loyal” to her and who won't. When I look back on it now I see it so clearly. She starts teasing people. Who is going to say what to who about whom, and in what order? So she knows where the lines should start to divide. And I was so damn oblivious to it all. Well, one of the girls in the ground was a casualty, happened to be a long-time friend of one of the other girls. She never did figure out why she got the “boot”, just suddenly ended up at the end of a fight she had no clue about. Didn’t know how to defend herself, nothing. And Joyce found a way to make most people believe that she was the villain and that she needed to be removed. I personally didn't know her well enough so it made me no mind at the time. I would figure it out more later. So this went on till she got her circle down to what she wanted it to be. Which at the time was very small. 

     The one she had her hooks on the most was poor Ray Ray. She really did a number on that girl. Pulled her from one bad family to herself, and yeah. It was bad. She was the sister of the first victim of the last ordeal. Ray had no idea what to do or believe. I am not in her head, so I'm not going to play a guessing game to her thoughts. Only speak about what she told me or what I saw. So anyways, after Joyce booted her ex and the people she was going to, and she attacked who she was going to, it was down to pretty much me, Ray, and her for the most part with a few here and there. But that was the bulk of us most of the time working on the game within the virtual world we are in. Joyce was still determined to be the best and prove a point to the others she claimed put her down and stuff. So we all worked hard on her pack. Get her numbers up and build her up where we could. She was involved with one of the guys in the clan, and that was bad news bcs he had a partner himself. She knew this. She claimed he made promises and tons of other things. Now is when things start getting bad again.

     He makes so many promises that he doesn’t keep that her mental state is either really deteriorating or she is a hell of an actress. She makes all kinds of threats and stuff to pull him back in. She went as far as to show up at his partner's club and got busted. Where the partner processed to tell her they were RL partners. She filled it out. Supposedly he claimed she was living and other stuff. It was a mess. This whole time she is bringing me and Ray into this mess. Ray bcs she is in the same country and the guy, me well I guess a sounding board and I bought into it all. I kept telling her she needed to leave him alone that he was just living to her and that this was not going to turn out well…. 

     Now I don't know if I mentioned, she is physically disabled. She has nursed. The odds of her doing much without being seen are slim. Well, one night she sent him and Ray a picture of a “cut” wrist. Ray freaked out and sent it to me, Hubby looked it up in and 15 seconds found it to be a deviant art pic of wax art someone made. Then she tried to tell me she ran her wheelchair OFF the side of the railing, and yet supposedly they let her out of the hospital the next day. Well, I went against my own rule about alts. I usually never tell people about others' alts but bcs of the actions she is doing and pulling everyone down with her, I told them about an alt of hers that she used to lie to people. That set another fireball in motion. Then supposedly I told him some shit, which I have proof I didn't so she got mad and banned me haha.

     At the time I was upset, but now I see it was the best thing ever. Either he had her computer set up to see everything she told people, bcs she told me what it was I supposedly told him. Or yeah just another manipulation tactic. She even got Ray to change her last name and everything and then dropped her the very next day. What a piece. Ray took some time away from the virtual world and came back and rejoined our family and seems to be happy. So I am glad about that.  But most important, Joyce is gone and will never be allowed back. To fake suicide to get attention. That is sad and desperate. Rumor is that she ended up getting screwed badly by that guy bcs she bought him a computer a phone and other stuff. But not my problem. Oh, that does remind me she bought Ray some stuff that I paid her half the cost and she never even told Ray I paid her … LIKE what the hell… But Ray has been told since. Just another nightmare for the books that will never be allowed back, ever. 

     Till next time....

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Aug 9, 2023 Part 1 of 2 - Joyce

Aug 9, 2023  

   Let’s talk about one that is mostly virtual, but partially reality. She lives close to me, but we never met her in RL. She said it is bcs her parents are overprotective of her bcs she is physically disabled. As far as we know not mentally just physically. She goes to school and even works for the school to earn income. She is in her 30’s. She is an ex-daughter in the virtual world. Her name is Joyce. She was brought to us thru Bubbles from another pack years ago. She had a lot of the same ambitions for the game BL we had in the virtual world. She wanted to learn everything she could in BL. And I love to teach. So I was in heaven. To find out I again trust too much. 

     Approx mid-2019, they left the pack and joined us. As I stated before I told Bubbles would happen. And immediately Bubbles and her man became my kids. Whereas the other 2 took some time. I was fine with this, not like they knew us well. Hubby was still in the world at the time. So I took Joyce in under my wing. What I found out was Joyce and Snickerdoodle did NOT get along. Joyce even put pressure on Bubbles about Snicker joining the pack too. Bcs originally she wasn't going to. There was a lot of chaos around it. It was insane. In the end, Snicker did join under Bubbles, pissing off Joyce. So there was the first fight with them in the pack. We finally get everything to slow down and chill. Joyce starts helping with and in the blood bank. From draining to making avows, from huddling to dropping. She wanted to learn it all. And I thought she was being helpful so me being me, i taught it all. The tricks, shortcuts, etc.

      During this time she gets with a “friend” and has them help make a name. Didn’t know she also had them making names for her and them on the side. For their own stuff, I wouldn’t have had an issue with but they were looking for customers. They were trying to undermine me to start their own BB, even had a name for it and everything. Even a group in the world for it. I was shocked. It was just like WOW. She apologized and blamed her friend. (Little did I know) and her friend deleted me along with others bcs they all thought me and her were so close that I believed her 1000%, which I didn’t. But they didn't want to hear it after what she had done to them. And they didn't want to hear it from me. So I just gave up like I am so used to. 

     Found out they ended up having a fight with her really bad. She owned a club too that they worked at and the whole lot of them quit. Screening her up badly. So she had to find new peeps. I ended up introducing her to a couple of my friends from another pact, bcs I was the mother to the queen of the pack there. I had taken the girls all to an event of there’s, and it seemed like it worked out good. She got a few people to start working for her from there. Which was great for the club. This seemed to be looking up now. She was only working for me and working for her club. 

     But the next thing I know she hooks up with the one person I told her to please not to. Anyone but him. The reason I did not want him with her was he had already been with a virtual ex-daughter and a virtual sister of mine which at the time she was a daughter and it caused a lot of issues in the family. And he was supposed to be my virtual brother. Now I get they are all NOT REAL LIFE. But damn there are thousands of people out there who stay in the family and if you do, why have a title like a brother. But low and behold it was him she got Jerome. (I knew this was going to be bad). He is very controlling. Loved him to pieces, but only as a brother. I knew what he was like in a relationship. He wanted it his way. Which is funny since Joyce is the same way. So this should be interesting. They went from living on my sim to moving off (she had been on my sim paying costs since she joined me), to not even visiting much, to her not working with me anymore. Piece by piece. Keep in mind I don't blame him for it all bcs I know her too. 

     Well, I had her soul in BL and she had always promised me she would never move it. I should know how promises in a virtual world work, but I trusted. And low and behold late Feb here come Jerome asking me for her souls. I was just stunned. Because she couldn’t even contact me and give me a heads-up. He just showed up on my sim after they got everything moved and asked for it. He didn't care. It was his “property” When later asked she said she didn't want to but she didn't have a choice, he told her he was going to take it regardless which is why she didn't contact me. Well, I can’t ask him bcs he died in 2021. Not that I think I would have talked to him again anyways. 

     Next thing I know she gets into another fight with Snicker and uses it to get a liege out. So someone got with Layla and she lodged to her (supposedly temporarily) till things can “calm down. (I’m dumb for believing that one). Then randomly Jerome lieged to her, telling me that she was never coming back. He never wanted to be in the same pack as hubby as he had an ego and always wanted to prove he was bigger and badder than hubby and hubby wasn't willing to play the ego game. Now, my best friend passed away end of Jan. We were holding his memorial on Feb 29, 2020. And on that day, I got a message from her with a lot of crap and then kicked from all her groups. 30 mins before the memorial was set to start. So everything was changed and just went to hell. Like are you kidding, she knew about the memorial from earlier in the week and you are going to do this to us. You really have to be the coldest ad most heartless person around.   Just amazes me what people will do, say, and act like. The worse part. She was allowed back 18 months later bcs she “apologized, blamed Jerome, and acted as if she changed” more on that next time….

     Till next time….

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